| Thursday, November 27, 2008 |
Damn, it's been like really long. Was lazy to like update my blog, nothing much to update. My life was like waiting for time to pass. Nothing really much happened.
Well in just like about 6 more days, I'll be gone already, not that I'm dead though, I guess most of you guys know it bah.
Staying over at my sister's place for the past 5 days already, been really enjoying it, get to sleep in a nice little room, can play their whatever rubbish and best thing is, I can get to watch movie with them in their mini "theater" at night. Watched quite a few movies already. They still took off on Monday just to like company me and stuff, hahaha, somehow makes me feels like I'm going to die anytime soon.
Sad to say, I guess I'll be going back later at night. Still need to do some shopping for my great camp and I still need to work on Friday and Saturday. Now that I think of it, I might consider not to work on Friday so I can just get 1 full day to shop. It seems like time really flies, I was still taken aback that time and now I'm learning to become a real man (I guess).
I thought I was going to be like super emo but no, seems like I'm more or less looking forward to it. I guess it's a good reason for my to throw some of my things while I shave my head and chiong sua in Tekong. Oh ya, speaking of which, I finally got a new aim, I aim to be able to buy clothes without much difficulties, which means. I saw this really nice shirt the other time at G2000 and I was thinking to buy it since they are like having a discount. First thought that came into my mind, the size!! After some hassle, managed to find my size but after that realised why the hell am I even buying clothes. Hahaha. Well I hope after all this rubbish, I can find size for my clothes easier? In short I want to become smaller lah! Hahaha.
I guess it's time for me to sleep already, still got a long day ahead of me.
Oei Amanda, I guess you already knew I'll reserve this special space for you. Well those times with you were seriously amazing. You kinda made me realised that there's actually slightly more to life bah. That slight more is you lo, always creating trouble for me. Well I'm glad you did because you never fail to bring the smile back to my face. You always say that I smile damn weird because you say you know what I'm not smile from the bottom of my heart, shit lah, you think too much already.
Here comes Pauline. I guess you knew it all along but you still played along with me. Sorry that I have to make this decision all over again, I guess I really need to think more about it no doubt you say that I always think too much. I mean I still feel that I'm not mature enough to handle such stuffs. It might be me throwing everything down with the excuse of going to NS but I seriously mean it. You should know me right? Remember what I said the other time when I met you, you were smiling when I told you about my plans but somehow I can feel that the smile "wasn't from the bottom of your heart" as well. (sounds familiar eh?)
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 2:12 AM
