| Tuesday, August 12, 2008 |
Well it's really been quite some time. I guess I'll just start with the night we all went out on Choke's birthday. It's really a great night, I really hope everyone enjoyed the night as much as me, or even more. Went to Party World at Shenton Way. K all the way till 4 in the morning. Hahaha, wanted to go Dbl O actually but well, we are kinda young for it so K-ing songs is like plan B.
Actually we just wanted to sabo Choke because we all know that he's damn shy and we all know what it will be quite a challenge for him to pick up the mic and sing. Hahahah. Suprisingly he sang quite alot of the songs that we choose. Hahaha. We sang till very high, purposely chose all those songs that are like super hard to sing.
I really hope we can go K songs again. This time I hope that we can ask Sam along. Then it will be a truely emo night for us. Not to mention the stupid things that Sam will do while singing. Hahaha.
It seems like quite a lot of things are happening to my friends around me. I think it's just that same old few just that it seems like their problems happen together. It's still the usual problem bah, relationship problems. It seems like whenever I'm the outsider, it's always easier to handle than compared to being in the situation. It's weird isn't it? Despite knowing all the potential problems in a relationship but we will still go for it.
Why is it always easier to believe the things that friend says but sometimes when other half says things, you will say yes but after that you will star tto doubt it the more you think about it. I think it's because the fear of being lied to. The more you trust or believe that person, you will get hurt when you find out that person lies to you. I guess there's something really wrong with me now. Seems like the word devote is starting to disappear slowly in my mind. I guess I shall be that way.
Oh ya, thanks to that particular person for the wonderful memories. Although it's short lived but I was really happy that time. Choke, don't give up just yet, go for it! I know you can do it. Seems like it's much easier for me to do it, I thought I'm going to feel so empty after I decided to give up "officially" but it seems much easier than I though. I guess I'm really numb to it after the incident about 5 months back.
I always have this saying, regret is not about making the wrong choices, it's about not grabbing a chance when you are given one. When one says that he regret choosing this person because of all the pain and torture that he or she give, it's just an excuse, an excuse so that they will feel better about making the wrong choice. What's a real regret is not grabbing a chance to be with someone. I've been through it and trust me, it hurts bad time.
To all my brothers, it's really alright to make the wrong choice but please Please PLEASE, when given a chance, please grab it. Even if the road leads to the wall, all you need to do is walk back and go to the other path, you might get for knocking into the wall but you will gain something in return.
I guess I said a little too much again. Brothers, please read all these. Wow, it seems like I'm like writing my will. Hahahaha.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 3:21 AM
