| Tuesday, August 26, 2008 |
Back to blog again. Not really busy for the past few weeks, just kinda lazy to actually blog. I guess it's because I got nothing much to blog. Let's start with today. Went to Suki Sushi finally to enjoy their lunch buffet. Man, it's really amazing compared to Sakae Sushi. Really enjoyed their Gouza or known as fried dumpling. There's actually meat in them!!! Hahaha. It tastes more like those Chinese Guo1 Tie4 because you can taste a little of the Gu Cai in them.
Went to Sam's place after that, passed him my PSP so that he can put Yu i Oh Tag Force 2 into my PSP. I can finally play with the God cards. I believe one of the first things I'll do is to experiment with the God cards and play around with them. Went back to Jurong Point after that and wanted to watch 4bia actually. It's a Thai horror movie and I saw the trailer and I feel that it should be great. I mean the movie is actually 4 stories and they call it 4bia, really great effort of them. Well sadly, we kinda missed the movie and we thought of catching Meet Dave instead. It's also another great show, really really funny. I think the line I'll remember is "my name is Ming Chang" Hahaha. I guess that's more or less it for the day.
Well the past few days I've really been thinking about it. I guess it will sound like I'm writing my will again but who cares man, I'll just continue with it. Been talking a lot to my "Baby" Pauline a lot for the past few weeks. It seems like this special relationship with no commitment and stuff is much easier to handle and it has less pressure compared to the past. It seems like she's the one benefiting from this though. Well she got herself a listening ear and seriously, why just can't I turn her down? It's another complicated feeling again.
Oh I guess I'm not going to talk about that again. People say as one age and you are without a spouse or a girlfriend, you will tend to lose confidence in yourself. Is it really true? In short, after you are past your "prime" age, it's much harder to find a girlfriend or boyfriend and the reason is not becase you are not physically attractive but it's because you can't get past yourself. The barrier or hurdle that you set for youself thinking that the hurdle is always too high for you to jump over. Well like I said, it's a hurdle that you place it yourself. Firstly, it's a IMAGINARY hurdle and secondly it's placed in YOUR mind. In short, it doesn't exist and even if it does, you are the one who placed it. Why can't we just lower or just totally remove the hurdle in our minds? I think this doesn't only apply to relationship but also realising our final goal that we set in life as well.
The few guys reading this, I think you all know who you are. Do you still need me to poke you or will you prefer to push so you will go up? Well I guess I'm going start making my moves as well, it's been awhile since I'm doing this.
This is the part where things really start to get interesting.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 2:20 AM
