| Wednesday, October 24, 2007 |
Ok, been quite some time since I last blog. School is quite ok, the usual stuffs lah. Well just done talking to Sammie and Choke, feeling abnormal now, feeling damn high. Talking rubbish all the way in the MSN chat we had earlier on. Well guess Sammie should do just fine, since he already had a plan and all those already, nothing should really go wrong, well at least the percentage is surely lower than mine. LOL.
Hmmm, went fishing at Chinese Garden there with the nice beer can, LOL. Had KFC for lunch, broke until need to let Choke pay, feel so pai seh at times. Sighs............................. Owe him so many favour. Wonder what flavour he wants.... Ok, lame, I mean super lame.
Well back to what happened earlier on, we went to Yu Hua and play some balls. Quite fun, entertaining I would say and learn some new (dirty) tricks from Choke, as usual. LOL. Alex fetched us back as usual, his driving is still, you know, scary???? Or I should say fast bah, but still scary. LOL. Can;t find any other words to describe.
Well desktop ki chia liao, think power box pai liao, sians, haven't been playing 2moons for a week already. Still thinking of how to psycho my dad yo get a new desktop for me. He will surely ask me to repair but the com's lifespan is going to be up liao lah, just like saying since that old man is dying, fuck care lah, let him die, don't bother to cure him. OK, I was just kidding. Hmmm, I wonder if any sons or daughter will say that to the doctor if their old man is diagnosed with Cancer or what. Well guess not but somehow we will say that when it happens to things but not humans.
Just like that time during the bird flu they said that if the farm has a bird flu case they will immediately kill all the chickens from that farm but during the SARS period why don't they start to kill people that contacted SARS??? LOL. Well not point thinking about it lah, just another question with no answer. The answer will most probably be very vague like, "because we are humans." So what??? LOL. (I guess I really have nothing to do and decided to type about this)
Ok, I think I better stop before I talk about the cows and the chickens or even Spongebob or Scooby Doo. Ok, I think you all what I mean, gonna type my emo paragraph soon. Eh, you all don't steal ar, kao, nothing to type then steal my stuff, you all know who you are!! LOL.
Hmmm, well after that time maybe we kinda broke the barrier between us?? I still want to know more about you. I mean I really want to know how you are right now? Sensitive I may be but I really wish to know if you are happy. You should still remember what I promised earlier on. Well it isn't our fault for our special relationship today, if you really want to blame I will say it's mine. Maybe I looked too much into the problems between us but seriously, if we can't even overcome this small problem, what makes you think of the boulders in our path of life that we will face where we can't even overcome the pebbles in front of yous?? I'm not regretting now and I can more or less know how you feel from the way you talk to me.
Seriously, I can still read you like a book, even till today, even when you called me earlier on and the SMSes. I really don't want you to waste time anymore and seek for the right person. A relationships is not about picking up, it's about letting it go. I've let go already, how about you?? Maybe you should learn. I'm not being cold blooded but I think that's the best solution. I should say the only option. All I want is to maintain our special relationship that we are having right now. Lastly, please be, happy.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 1:01 AM
