| Thursday, September 20, 2007 |
Sighs, it's like 3.52 now and I'm emoing. For no reason. I'm just not myself lately. School's fucked up. I wonder what's next. What season is this?? Everyone is feeling fucked up inlulding myself. Well I thought I can just have fun and forget about it but seems like it always comes back to haunt me. Seriously, I think it's really time to do something about myself lah. I suck at everything. I know I did say this before but I seriously think that if nothing is done, I'm going to be in this state forever, a failure.
I've been disconnected from my friends lah. I really wonder how are they doing now. Damn it man, I don't want them to think that I will approach them only when I need them because that's so not true at all lo. I don't know what's happening but seems like all the bad things are happening to me and all the people around me. Sighs.
Guess tomorrow will be another long day since I'll be busy. Sorry ar Choke, seems like whenever you guys are meeting up, I'm always busy. It's not about 3 weeks before school starts again and I think this coming semester, I'll want to do well. Not to prove to others but also to prove to myself that I can do it. I don't want to doubt myself again. There's no limit to a human, it's all in the mind. I CAN DO IT!!!! I'm going to be good at everything. I'm going to set a few targets for myself and I'm going to achieve it, you guys just wait for the good news.
Well I'm going to sleep now, quite tired already but I guess I'll be lying on the bed staring at my ceiling.
Zombie's back for blood.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 3:51 AM
