| Friday, August 10, 2007 |
I'm just feeling damn moody right now, maybe I'm tired or too many bad things happened to me bah. Stay at home the whole day because I'm not supposed to go out, wth man, otherwise I could have gone to Sammie's house lah. Watched the National Day Parade over the TV, starting was alright until those performance by the little kids. I really fell asleep from then on, it's so boring lah. Maybe I'm shallow or what but I really don't understand the rational behind it. If it wasn't for the commentators, I won't know a single thing that's happening. Maybe I don't have a flair for art bah.
Maybe I'm petty or what but I have feelings and I can actually remember them in case you don't know. Sometimes you are joking but sometimes I really don't know what are you thinking, I'm just normal, I don't have supernatural powers to know what you are thinking when you say those things you know??? The things you say are like knifes cutting right through my heart, some are even cutting till today. What's worse are the blunt knifes? Can you actually see how many of them are still cutting till today??? Well maybe I was wrong bah, I should still stay alone. I think I should. Fuck lah.
Well received a phone call from Liz again. Man, tomorrow's gone again. Gotta company her till like dunno what time. Dang it man, Liz,, can you look for some other people at times? I'm not the only one that's free ok?? I'm not pushing you around but do try to understand that I have my own life and I promised that I'll take care of you but please don't abuse it. I need my own free time and space to breathe as well. I hope you understand.
Well enough of my ranting. I'll see you guys soon. Oh ya, I think the real Zombie is coming back, maybe some of you all might know what I mean bah. Night people.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 3:05 AM
