| Wednesday, August 8, 2007 |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOKE!!!!!Well, back to blog. Today is not such a nice day. No lessons but let my parents know about it, in the end, had to stay at home to look after Katelyn. It's really a hassle to look after her but whenever she smiles at me when I start to talk to her, all the things will just disappear. Guess that's the power of a baby's smile. Well I remember I promised to upload the baby's picture?? Here it is.
Well she's not smiling but well, she's just cute lah. Haha.
Anyway, my grandmother is not feeling well. I think it's indigestion bah. She says that she feels bloated and she vomit just now. Man, I went down just now to check if the clinic is still open. Damn it man, it's SUPPOSED to be open till 2am and I went at around 1.10, it's already closed, fuck it man, lazy idiots. Went to the clinic and stared at the board with "OPEN TILL 2AM" and it's already close at 1.10, how ironic.
It's Choke's birthday and till now, we have no solid plans of what to do later. All we know is that we are not going for lessons and besides that, we have no idea what we are going to do. Sam is offline on MSN, guess he's sleeping already since he's not feeling well, take care ya. What's more, I'm supposed to meet a buyer later at Bugis, I wonder what time I can make it. I think he's going to be there the entire day bah, nothing to worry about. Haha.
Feeling better already but still feel bloated at times. Still no appetite at times. Well this may be good news though. I was just looking after Katelyn and out of nowhere, I started to think of all the "if only" in my life. If only I cherish her better, If only I didn't let her go, If only I told her how I actually felt that time. Argh, it will go on forever. Bottom line is, don't do things that will make you regret in future, seriously. I think I've made quite a lot of decisions that I regret even till today. Well I think that's part and parcel of our life that makes us grow bah. I can't believe I actually got so emo thinking of all the "virtual" things in my life. Well it's meaningless to brood over it now since it's already over. Guess being forward looking is still the best.
Hmmmm, I came across this image while looking for some stuff, I find it quite interesting.
Guess the hardest part of a relationship is letting go bah. I find the words very meaningful. I let go of my dignity, let go of my character, let go of my stubbornness because I can't let go of you. Dang, imagine if a girl were to say that to me??? Haha, I'm thinking too much again. Why is it always that two people love each other but they can't be together??? That's really the irony of life. I think I really have to learn to let go before I can commit myself into another relationship bah. I think I'm just not ready yet.
Well I think I better stop now otherwise I'll go all emo again. Alright, I'll update you guys soon, night people.
Walk to my grave along with your heart ♥ 2:09 AM
